The joys of living with PTSD also allow for a lot of personal growth. This morning I woke up with dread and fear but remembered the words of my teachers. Instead of running away, I sat with it and it showed me that it was just reminding me to live.
~ Leeroy Stagger ~
As you watch this ball move I want you to think of it as yourself. The One moving you is Divine Source energy. Source will take you through this life effortlessly. When you feel you are going to be dropped, you are on the edge, or you are being moved in so many directions. You are being caught by another part of source. You think you are meant to walk this life alone and magically a mate appears. You dance through life together effortlessly by Divine Sources hand. All who surround you are watching, spellbound by the magic you create.
You are not alone but always held in the vortex of Source energy. If we could only see who it is that carries us every day.. We wound never lack in faith or trust again.
There is so much you can learn in this life if you open your heart and see.
~ Guiding Halo ~
When you take a fall, get up and keep going. Prove all the Naysayers wrong.
~ Guiding Halo ~
A lot of times my idea of self care is doing nothing. Sometimes I just need to sit with my feelings and emotions and say No, even when it hurts. I need to put myself first which to be honest has never ever been easy for me. Not because I need to please but because I get some sick satisfaction out of giving lol. I’m not sure why that is but I think my biggest journey in life will always be to find balance in all things.. Don’t be hating on anyone’s journey cause you have your own too. Accept people where they are at and hopefully they will do the same for you.
~ Guiding Halo ~
Something has been changing in my world and the vibration I feel is pretty intense. It’s like someone has been shaking the pop bottle and the lid is about to explode off. You know that feeling when something big is coming and you don’t know what but you intuitively feel it rushing through your body. You can feel the growing energy of antisipation.
For me this is an exciting feeling, like anything is possible. Like the next wave of energy is a new cycle that will bring me the inspiration to be the most genuine version if myself that I have ever been.
I feel as though I am at a huge precious of change. Great change. Like things I have been working towards my whole life are about to manifest in huge ways.
The Universe has ways of doing things and bringing people together to accomplish our hopes and dreams on a whole new level. We really have no idea if the vastness and power that Source has in our life because source is constantly working behind the scenes. We are not in this life alone.
If you only knew who it is that walks beside you everyday, you would never have fear, doubt, or be stressed because the power that holds you where you are supposed to be in this life is the Divine. Do you have any idea the work that goes on behind the scenes to bring favor to your life. Just to put you on your path of your Divine Soul’s intention?
Blessings abound my friends. They are not hard to find. Just open your heart and see.
I couldn’t have said it any better. Truly inspiring.
Have you ever found yourself reflecting on the past and all of a sudden you wish for the impossible? Wish for things to turn out differently than they did? Wish for different choices to have been made?
With this Mercury Retrograde in play, I am finding, that in my process of reflecting, I see strength like I never thought I would have had. Coming through the chaos with a determination that could only be explained as Divinely guided.
In this past year I have had to stand for what I perceive as justice. What I perceive to be right on a moral level… Putting all of my personal feelings aside. Everything I had hoped for and dreamed of were vanquished into an abyss of pessimistic persuasion. Just to come out the other side to find a completely different version of myself. A version of me that the universe has put through the torture chamber just to take me out and then put me in a polisher. It is painful but I am starting to see the layers .
The different colored layers like a polished rock. Each line has its own demension and story. Each spot has its own wound that has been filled with beautiful color. As you turn the rock in your hand, you see the colors change with the depth of what was once a crushing blow. You see clear layers that are your tears of suffering. Another layer that are your tears of joy. Spots that have a bit of length to them like stab wounds that have healed. This beautiful gem has been molded and shaped into one of the most desirable and expensive gems on the market.
So I stand here and look in the mirror. I ask myself again, what do you see? As tears fall from my eyes….
Divine Source says…
“I see you“
This is my favorite time of year. It holds my favorite holiday. It is my favorite because it brings us together without gifts, without anything other than the love within my heart. I have a lot of brokenness in my life but I hold everyone I have loved and everyone I still love in my heart today especially close. I send out prayers of gratitude for every person that I have had the honor of cherishing at any given point in my life. Whether we are in contact or not, my heart and soul knows that the journey we have been on together in this life has always been for a reason.
Beauty does not come through things or money. Although we may adorn ourselves with items that somehow make us feel more beautiful. Often we spend most of our lives trying to aquire them. True beauty comes from the lasting love you leave in people’s hearts. Whether you have left someone feeling happy with you or angry with you, the reality is you have still made an impression which you were brought here to do. No one comes into your life or heart without a purpose. Whether it be to make you see yourself, to be their light or to do that for them.
At times love can be a hard thing to figure. Love is not a thing that our 5 senses can experience. Love is a vibration. . It is not yours to give or to take away. Love was here before you arrived and it will be here after you leave. It simply is an energy that comes from the Divine. The All that is All. How, why, who and what we put this energy towards will always affects our journey.
Whether that vibration is used to make love, be love, feel love, show anger, to fight, to discipline, or to stand up for your strongest beliefs is all a form of self love.
If you have a baton. On one end is love and on one end is hate. They are all part of the same wand. They may vibrate at a different frequency but they are very much one in the same. You are still innately focused on the person in question. The opposite of love is not hate. It is indifference. Hate can only come from the space where love once lived. Otherwise there would be no resonance with either vibration.
When you put this energy inwards and build it within your soul it can be felt by yourself and others in such a permiable way. People can feel this emanate from you in the strongest way. That is why the vibration of love can heal you or destroy you.
This Thanksgiving when we feel the vibration of hate or anger towards someone it is because of our love for them that this hate or dissatisfaction is present. Know that in those feelings, love is the word you should be using. There is no difference. Love is hate… Hate is love. Yes.. I actually just said that.
❤️ and ☀️ to you all.
~ Guiding Halo ~