The joys of living with PTSD also allow for a lot of personal growth. This morning I woke up with dread and fear but remembered the words of my teachers. Instead of running away, I sat with it and it showed me that it was just reminding me to live.
~ Leeroy Stagger ~
As you watch this ball move I want you to think of it as yourself. The One moving you is Divine Source energy. Source will take you through this life effortlessly. When you feel you are going to be dropped, you are on the edge, or you are being moved in so many directions. You are being caught by another part of source. You think you are meant to walk this life alone and magically a mate appears. You dance through life together effortlessly by Divine Sources hand. All who surround you are watching, spellbound by the magic you create.
You are not alone but always held in the vortex of Source energy. If we could only see who it is that carries us every day.. We wound never lack in faith or trust again.
There is so much you can learn in this life if you open your heart and see.
~ Guiding Halo ~
When you take a fall, get up and keep going. Prove all the Naysayers wrong.
~ Guiding Halo ~
A lot of times my idea of self care is doing nothing. Sometimes I just need to sit with my feelings and emotions and say No, even when it hurts. I need to put myself first which to be honest has never ever been easy for me. Not because I need to please but because I get some sick satisfaction out of giving lol. I’m not sure why that is but I think my biggest journey in life will always be to find balance in all things.. Don’t be hating on anyone’s journey cause you have your own too. Accept people where they are at and hopefully they will do the same for you.
~ Guiding Halo ~
Something has been changing in my world and the vibration I feel is pretty intense. It’s like someone has been shaking the pop bottle and the lid is about to explode off. You know that feeling when something big is coming and you don’t know what but you intuitively feel it rushing through your body. You can feel the growing energy of antisipation.
For me this is an exciting feeling, like anything is possible. Like the next wave of energy is a new cycle that will bring me the inspiration to be the most genuine version if myself that I have ever been.
I feel as though I am at a huge precious of change. Great change. Like things I have been working towards my whole life are about to manifest in huge ways.
The Universe has ways of doing things and bringing people together to accomplish our hopes and dreams on a whole new level. We really have no idea if the vastness and power that Source has in our life because source is constantly working behind the scenes. We are not in this life alone.
If you only knew who it is that walks beside you everyday, you would never have fear, doubt, or be stressed because the power that holds you where you are supposed to be in this life is the Divine. Do you have any idea the work that goes on behind the scenes to bring favor to your life. Just to put you on your path of your Divine Soul’s intention?
Blessings abound my friends. They are not hard to find. Just open your heart and see.
I couldn’t have said it any better. Truly inspiring.
Have you ever found yourself reflecting on the past and all of a sudden you wish for the impossible? Wish for things to turn out differently than they did? Wish for different choices to have been made?
With this Mercury Retrograde in play, I am finding, that in my process of reflecting, I see strength like I never thought I would have had. Coming through the chaos with a determination that could only be explained as Divinely guided.
In this past year I have had to stand for what I perceive as justice. What I perceive to be right on a moral level… Putting all of my personal feelings aside. Everything I had hoped for and dreamed of were vanquished into an abyss of pessimistic persuasion. Just to come out the other side to find a completely different version of myself. A version of me that the universe has put through the torture chamber just to take me out and then put me in a polisher. It is painful but I am starting to see the layers .
The different colored layers like a polished rock. Each line has its own demension and story. Each spot has its own wound that has been filled with beautiful color. As you turn the rock in your hand, you see the colors change with the depth of what was once a crushing blow. You see clear layers that are your tears of suffering. Another layer that are your tears of joy. Spots that have a bit of length to them like stab wounds that have healed. This beautiful gem has been molded and shaped into one of the most desirable and expensive gems on the market.
So I stand here and look in the mirror. I ask myself again, what do you see? As tears fall from my eyes….
Divine Source says…
“I see you“
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Divine Source is the Lighthouse of Inspiration
It is amazing that all it takes is a kind gesture from someone you care about to open your soul to new ways of thought. In thinking about how much I missed this persons presence in my life, I realized that the source that is within both of us is connected because we are all connected. There is nothing to miss because the connection is still there. Still secure. The lighthouse that was inspiring me was source that was coming from within that soul. I was being mirrored back to me like the never ending and unconditional love source is. Mirroring in relationships whether you are dealing with a friend or more is a technique you can utilize to realize where you are at in life. I learned a lot from connecting to source through this being. What I learned most is that we all desire love. But the reality is that we all have the divine within us so we are all love. When we connect with another person whether we can explain our feelings or not….we are connecting with divine source within that person. Understanding this helps create a knowledge of love that is limitless. We are all connected by divine source within each of us. When we feel unconditional love we feel it because source within us sees that person as perfect. Just as source sees us as perfect. Perhaps?
Is to be Faith, Love and trust!
I have come to realize that trust is not about trusting someone else with your heart or trusting yourself with your heart. perhaps it is about trusting that there is more at work in your life than what you can see. TO understand that you are a small component in a whole world of beauty that the universe has to bestow on not just you but on others.
I can always “HAVE” Trust. I can always “HAVE” Faith. I can always “HAVE” Love. Trust is not something that is ours to give or to take away. Just like love is not ours to give or to take away. Nor is faith. You do NOT own “FAITH”, “LOVE”, or “TRUST”! They are not ours. They come from a much higher plain then we exist on. Perhaps that is why we don’t understand them or even use them correctly.
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Is it possible that we use them from our own selfishness, not at all as they were intended? Is that why we feel so much betrayal or disappointment when we feel someone has misused our “TRUST”? Or we say we have put our “FAITH” in the wrong person or situation? Or when you say you “LOVE“ someone, but don’t feel you have gotten that love in return? I believe that we use them incorrectly. I believe we look at all three of these upside down.
What if when you say I love you, what you are truly meaning is that I am seeing you right now as divine source sees you. Only with love. Seeing you through Divine Source that is within me. What if when you say, I trust you, what you are saying is, I am seeing you right now as divine source sees you, as trustworthy. What if when you say, I have faith in you, what you are saying is, I am seeing you right now as divine source sees you with the utmost faith. Just what if when you say the word “I” you replaced that with Divine Source because your inner being is Divine Source.
I believe that we are spiritual beings living a physical existence. That spirituality that is in all of us, I call Divine Source. That which connects all of us. That which we all come from. Therefore if these three things come from Divine Source that is our “inner being”….It would then make sense that these qualities belongs to divine source. Perhaps they are on loan for us to give abundantly throughout our lifetime but to give as tools for others to feel that faith, love and trust from divine source. Not to feel those things from us. FAITH, LOVE, AND TRUST are a Divine Source job. When you remove your ego from the situation, and realize there is no lack of these in your life, you no longer need to go in search for them to feel whole. You are them, as they reside and exist within you on a divine level. Yours to have flow through you freely from Divine Source to you and another human that carries Divine Source within as we all do.
“You can be FAITH LOVE, and TRUST because you already are.”