I have come to realize that, there are darker times in ones life then you could ever have imagined. Performing piano and singing had become such a way of life for me, but the universe had other plans. I would play piano and sing to help me deal with things emotionally but there came a time that I couldn’t even look at the piano or think about using my voice. It’s like the trauma of the last three years had closed my throat chakra so tight and all of my creativity was sucked dry.
I was being taught that I had to stand up for what was my truth. I had to speak out about injustice and a deep level of pain I had never imagined. How could I have ended up here after all of my success. Well I was being shaped and molded by Divine Source to create a new me. A new future and a new depth of of love and understanding in the depths of my soul.
Well my friends, the wait is over. I have come back and after all of that to feel my heart so full of love and joy for music and my musical family was truly amazing.
I can’t remember the last time my heart felt so full. Performing is definitely something that brings me incredible joy. I am so thankful and feel so blessed to have the talent that I have and to be able to grace the world with it.
❤ Thank you Divine Source for helping me see the beauty that is in me. ❤
Energy Wave #2
Aluna Ash. Love it!
Change is like a right of passage. Something we all go through regardless of circumstance. Regardless of how rich or poor we are. Regardless of how well behaved we choose to be or where our choices in life take us. It is the one constant that we can rely on.
As I have faced some of the absolute biggest changes of my life in the last year… I think the biggest one is how I have learned a different way of loving.
I have gone from expectation of others and myself, placing my value on the outcome of each situation, to understanding that it isn’t love for others or ones self I am after.
I believe it is love that is self that I am after. Let me ask you these questions!? What is love? Where does it come from? If you could put it into a shape? What shape would it be? What color would it be? Whom would you give it to or keep it from?
Is love actually ours to give or to take away? If we love from a divine source that is love…. Then it is not ours to give or take. I believe we are all vessels… Instruments…to be used by source to show divine love.
Love is not earned. It is not an honour to be graced with. It is free for all. Regardless of your behaviour. Regardless of your circumstances or choices. This is how divine loves. I believe my friend “Hops” is right. We have all been looking at love upside down. Be a vessel to show love that is self. It is the divine within us that is self. Not our Ego. Not these human machines we reside in, but source within us. Connect to the divine source and truly love like you never have before.
Once you know this, you can never go back.