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My first one ever. I hope you enjoy it.
As you watch this ball move I want you to think of it as yourself. The One moving you is Divine Source energy. Source will take you through this life effortlessly. When you feel you are going to be dropped, you are on the edge, or you are being moved in so many directions. You are being caught by another part of source. You think you are meant to walk this life alone and magically a mate appears. You dance through life together effortlessly by Divine Sources hand. All who surround you are watching, spellbound by the magic you create.
You are not alone but always held in the vortex of Source energy. If we could only see who it is that carries us every day.. We wound never lack in faith or trust again.
There is so much you can learn in this life if you open your heart and see.
~ Guiding Halo ~
Something has been changing in my world and the vibration I feel is pretty intense. It’s like someone has been shaking the pop bottle and the lid is about to explode off. You know that feeling when something big is coming and you don’t know what but you intuitively feel it rushing through your body. You can feel the growing energy of antisipation.
For me this is an exciting feeling, like anything is possible. Like the next wave of energy is a new cycle that will bring me the inspiration to be the most genuine version if myself that I have ever been.
I feel as though I am at a huge precious of change. Great change. Like things I have been working towards my whole life are about to manifest in huge ways.
The Universe has ways of doing things and bringing people together to accomplish our hopes and dreams on a whole new level. We really have no idea if the vastness and power that Source has in our life because source is constantly working behind the scenes. We are not in this life alone.
If you only knew who it is that walks beside you everyday, you would never have fear, doubt, or be stressed because the power that holds you where you are supposed to be in this life is the Divine. Do you have any idea the work that goes on behind the scenes to bring favor to your life. Just to put you on your path of your Divine Soul’s intention?
Blessings abound my friends. They are not hard to find. Just open your heart and see.
Sometimes being stomped on. Having your heart torn out of your chest and stomped on again is one of life’s biggest blessings. I know it sure helped me grow some lady balls and get myself regrouped.
Not only that it showed me how much a person can truly endure. It is incredible that less than a 1% perspective change can change the trajectory of your life as you know it. Did you ever have a sling shot… Put a rock in it and had the absolute best intentions to hit your target? All of a sudden a person would tap you on the shoulder and say wait… Which direction is the wind coming from. Whats your arch trajectory based on distance to hit your mark. Anxiously you make those adjustments…. You feel confident and you release hitting you target bang on.
Did you ever stop to think that the universe views it that same way? We have our dreams and our sites in target.. But it holds us up for a purpose so that when we do launch… We launch with all if the best perceptions and perspectives in play? When there are things your aren’t even aware of yet, that if you did know it will change your path and life’s trajectory as you know it. Be thankful for the hold ups my friends. Be thankful that Divine Source has your back. We are not in this alone.
I have come to realize that, there are darker times in ones life then you could ever have imagined. Performing piano and singing had become such a way of life for me, but the universe had other plans. I would play piano and sing to help me deal with things emotionally but there came a time that I couldn’t even look at the piano or think about using my voice. It’s like the trauma of the last three years had closed my throat chakra so tight and all of my creativity was sucked dry.
I was being taught that I had to stand up for what was my truth. I had to speak out about injustice and a deep level of pain I had never imagined. How could I have ended up here after all of my success. Well I was being shaped and molded by Divine Source to create a new me. A new future and a new depth of of love and understanding in the depths of my soul.
Well my friends, the wait is over. I have come back and after all of that to feel my heart so full of love and joy for music and my musical family was truly amazing.
I can’t remember the last time my heart felt so full. Performing is definitely something that brings me incredible joy. I am so thankful and feel so blessed to have the talent that I have and to be able to grace the world with it.
❤ Thank you Divine Source for helping me see the beauty that is in me. ❤
Have you ever found yourself reflecting on the past and all of a sudden you wish for the impossible? Wish for things to turn out differently than they did? Wish for different choices to have been made?
With this Mercury Retrograde in play, I am finding, that in my process of reflecting, I see strength like I never thought I would have had. Coming through the chaos with a determination that could only be explained as Divinely guided.
In this past year I have had to stand for what I perceive as justice. What I perceive to be right on a moral level… Putting all of my personal feelings aside. Everything I had hoped for and dreamed of were vanquished into an abyss of pessimistic persuasion. Just to come out the other side to find a completely different version of myself. A version of me that the universe has put through the torture chamber just to take me out and then put me in a polisher. It is painful but I am starting to see the layers .
The different colored layers like a polished rock. Each line has its own demension and story. Each spot has its own wound that has been filled with beautiful color. As you turn the rock in your hand, you see the colors change with the depth of what was once a crushing blow. You see clear layers that are your tears of suffering. Another layer that are your tears of joy. Spots that have a bit of length to them like stab wounds that have healed. This beautiful gem has been molded and shaped into one of the most desirable and expensive gems on the market.
So I stand here and look in the mirror. I ask myself again, what do you see? As tears fall from my eyes….
Divine Source says…
“I see you“
Energy Wave #2
Aluna Ash. Love it!
Aluna Ash. Energy Wave #1
Have you been the one that shares your heart and soul with no restriction, just to have it seemingly shoved back in your face? Have you done everything possible and been kind, thoughtful, supportive, just to be thrown aside?
Some people aren’t at all used to receiving love. They can’t possibly receive it.. Perhaps because they don’t feel loveable or they don’t realize the beautiful souls that they are. I could be wrong but I recently met a person whom this pertains to. What a growth curve for me. Don’t get me wrong… I have actually realized, that I have had some atonement to make for my own karmic behavior and having someone not accept your love, or even open up about their love for you has been incredibly painful. Lessons learned. Very hard lessons. I responded in absolute anger… I think I hurt myself worse than anyone else which is usually the case when acting out is involved. Definitely not as I normally would have. That poor soul. My poor soul. Sighs.
Know that you are loveable whether you are used to hearing it or not. Know that, when love was shown… The reason discomfort or fear happened is because the love you were connecting with was from Divine Source itself. Know that this kind of love is how I view you and how Divine Source views you. I hope at some point you can open your heart chakra enough to let yourself accept this type of love. It truly is the best and purest type there is.
The Tower definitely fell today my friends but I have to tell you, I have zero regret for showing such incredible love to another. I have no regret for the anger that I showed either… The opposite of love is indifference. If someone is angry, please know that the amount of passion that goes along with that anger can only come from a very deep seeded love. Otherwise not one single **** Would have been given. Lol. Just Sayin. You continue to be my lighthouse of inspiration. Scotish people. Geeeez Louise!
I have learned something about myself as of late that I need to share and there is only one soul I want to tell.
I have learned that the meaning of the words “I love you” have changed for me. While to some extent, I still hold this idealized version of the mundane, white picket fence marriage and bliss, just to end up stopping having sex after 6 years… Lol (How and when did that ever become bliss?)
I have been on a journey to manifest into my life for the past years a love that is connected, not by reason, or circumstance. Not by labels or houses. But by a true soul connection. A love that I can have for a soul regardless of it’s flaws… To love him just for who he is. This is why you knew that you could be exactly who you are with me. No pretense. I have to admit that It has definitely been a work in progress. I have found that soul. The problem is… I lost balance and got caught up in the old paradigm of it having to be a certain way. It’s partial codependency and partial control…
It’s like we are tied to some old expectations that are making us resist this new soulful love. At least for me. ” I think”… (But what do I know?) I am truly a soul on a journey just as your soul is. I am not telling you this for any outcome. I don’t even need a response. But I have realized that my confliction has come because in stepping into unconditional love… Our souls found each other.
I know that is why this bond… Soul bond.. Will not leave me. I have been learning how to unconditionally love myself and you my darling took this to a whole new level. Which I believe scared the shit outta me. Yup.. I know it did. I need your soul to hear this for my souls sake. Not for any other reason. Not even for a response.
This is a message from the deepest part of my soul to the deepest part of yours. I love you ❤
My soul can now rest easy as I go through life because I have spoken it’s truth.
It isn’t unlikely that there are times in life you’ll be going full speed ahead. Bouncing from one task to the other in such a hurry that we don’t take time to ground ourselves. We don’t take time to bring ourselves inward and grab a hold of what Divine Source is trying to tell us. Or to give a heartfelt thank you to the Divine for guiding us through this tidal wave of life.
I mentioned previously in a post that the universe will take drastic measures to get your attention. At times you may start to have a nagging feeling like you are out of synchronization. Like your mind and heart aren’t on the same page… Or something bad happens and you wonder what you did to deserve this bad Karma.
This is when it is time for a wake up call. I will use my dear friends recent experience with a lost purse, to help bring light to this thought process.
I got a frantic text from her saying that she has lost her purse!?!?! All of her identification… Everything in it just gone in an instant. Panic ensued rapidly as fretting took over the next 24 hours of her life. After making phone calls and finding out the most likely place she would have left it behind… Of all places it could have been lost… It is what most people, would call, a very sketchy part of town. Chances of it being found? 0…chances of ID in it? -100. Chances of money being still in it? -100,000. She put an add on her FB page and the negativity was astounding. You will never get it back. Good luck to you. You can imagine… It wasn’t pleasant.
She held strong but started to doubt her karmic energy. What did she do that was so terrible to deserve this. She must have done something wrong to someone recently. She had called all of her friends and asked them to pray on her behalf.
Now.. When people ask me to pray.. I say absolutely.. But my prayers differ from others. It’s actually a form of mediation in a sense where I ground myself and allow divine source to flow through me with absolute light and pure energy of well being. I send that energy out to all involved and to her purse, to the place where she left it and to all who work there. I let that energy permeate the whole situation… Saturating it completely. That’s it. Then I’m done. I walk with absolute confidence that the Divine has a plan.
(I will say that this is a lot harder to do when it is my purse that is missing lol. After all, we are all a work in progress. Right?)
After questioning her karmic energy and starting to find herself more upset by the whole thing she stopped. Took her self to a quiet place and did some divine energy work for herself. To most peoples amazement she was called and told that her purse had been found with everything in it. Even the money.
When she was telling me about it.. I smiled and said that nothing was wrong with her karma. We all get busy at times and the universe needs to do a check in with us to make sure it has our attention. Usually before it is going to take us to a breakthrough.
Lets be realistic. If you had crappy karma.. You never would have seen that purse again. The fact that it was found in the worst part of town in tact and returned to you? Should hands down tell you that your karma is perfect. Source needs to remind us sometimes that life doesn’t go smoothly because we make it go that way. It goes smoothly because source has our back. Just be. You are covered. Sometimes the divine checks in with you… Does something to get your attention just to show you how well you are doing. I mean, if this didn’t show her how great her karma is and how carried through life she is… Then nothing ever will.
I truly believe we would never question things or fret over anything if we all could truly understand and know who walks beside us everyday….
So there, I was on the surgery list again. How exciting. “Said with a whooooole lot of sarcasm.” Here I was waiting again. You’d think I’d have been a pro at it by this time. Have you ever realized that the closer you get to something the more frustrated and tired of waiting, you become? Maybe it is because our soul feels the closeness of these changes appearing in our vibration. We first hatch the idea…the universe answers and then we line our vibration up with the intended result. This is when I believe we start to lose resistance to the idea and the universe brings our intentions closer to realization. This is also when we get the most frustrated to the point where we say a few choice words and give up on the whole thing all together….which is brilliant because that is when the state of zero resistance occurs.
Allowing the universe more creative license to bring us our desires. Why? Because we get our ego’s out of the way.
The late Wayne Dyer liked saying that EGO stands for Edge God Out. I like that theory. I also like the saying…man can do only so much…then comes God.
So finally the day for surgery comes. Surgery is had and all of a sudden,….I start losing weight. It didn’t take long. By Christmas that year I was 200lbs. Then by spring I was 160. By summer I was 150 and that is where I stayed for a long while.
During the spring of that year, about three weeks before Valentines Day…I thought…what are the chances that I could take my piano playing and singing professional? I decided to stop in at the local hotel and ask if they needed a pianist there in the lounge. They didn’t but they highered me to play piano for their Valentine’s Day Dinner in their restaurant. It was all very exciting and thus began my career being a professional pianist. Now go ahead and ask me what makes a person all of a sudden decide to go and do that? Remember a while back I mentioned that whole “Courage” word? Yup. that is exactly what it took and a desire to be my best me. I was thin and I had no more excuses to hide behind. No more fat to hide behind either. It was an incredibly liberating experience. I pride myself in being a person of my word but I can honestly say that this is possibly the first time I kept my word to myself on something so vitally important to my emotional well being. It truly has been a huge blessing in my life.