Have you been the one that shares your heart and soul with no restriction, just to have it seemingly shoved back in your face? Have you done everything possible and been kind, thoughtful, supportive, just to be thrown aside?
Some people aren’t at all used to receiving love. They can’t possibly receive it.. Perhaps because they don’t feel loveable or they don’t realize the beautiful souls that they are. I could be wrong but I recently met a person whom this pertains to. What a growth curve for me. Don’t get me wrong… I have actually realized, that I have had some atonement to make for my own karmic behavior and having someone not accept your love, or even open up about their love for you has been incredibly painful. Lessons learned. Very hard lessons. I responded in absolute anger… I think I hurt myself worse than anyone else which is usually the case when acting out is involved. Definitely not as I normally would have. That poor soul. My poor soul. Sighs.
Know that you are loveable whether you are used to hearing it or not. Know that, when love was shown… The reason discomfort or fear happened is because the love you were connecting with was from Divine Source itself. Know that this kind of love is how I view you and how Divine Source views you. I hope at some point you can open your heart chakra enough to let yourself accept this type of love. It truly is the best and purest type there is.
The Tower definitely fell today my friends but I have to tell you, I have zero regret for showing such incredible love to another. I have no regret for the anger that I showed either… The opposite of love is indifference. If someone is angry, please know that the amount of passion that goes along with that anger can only come from a very deep seeded love. Otherwise not one single **** Would have been given. Lol. Just Sayin. You continue to be my lighthouse of inspiration. Scotish people. Geeeez Louise!
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I have come to realize that trust is not about trusting someone else with your heart or trusting yourself with your heart. perhaps it is about trusting that there is more at work in your life than what you can see. TO understand that you are a small component in a whole world of beauty that the universe has to bestow on not just you but on others.
I can always “HAVE” Trust. I can always “HAVE” Faith. I can always “HAVE” Love. Trust is not something that is ours to give or to take away. Just like love is not ours to give or to take away. Nor is faith. You do NOT own “FAITH”, “LOVE”, or “TRUST”! They are not ours. They come from a much higher plain then we exist on. Perhaps that is why we don’t understand them or even use them correctly.
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Is it possible that we use them from our own selfishness, not at all as they were intended? Is that why we feel so much betrayal or disappointment when we feel someone has misused our “TRUST”? Or we say we have put our “FAITH” in the wrong person or situation? Or when you say you “LOVE“ someone, but don’t feel you have gotten that love in return? I believe that we use them incorrectly. I believe we look at all three of these upside down.
What if when you say I love you, what you are truly meaning is that I am seeing you right now as divine source sees you. Only with love. Seeing you through Divine Source that is within me. What if when you say, I trust you, what you are saying is, I am seeing you right now as divine source sees you, as trustworthy. What if when you say, I have faith in you, what you are saying is, I am seeing you right now as divine source sees you with the utmost faith. Just what if when you say the word “I” you replaced that with Divine Source because your inner being is Divine Source.
I believe that we are spiritual beings living a physical existence. That spirituality that is in all of us, I call Divine Source. That which connects all of us. That which we all come from. Therefore if these three things come from Divine Source that is our “inner being”….It would then make sense that these qualities belongs to divine source. Perhaps they are on loan for us to give abundantly throughout our lifetime but to give as tools for others to feel that faith, love and trust from divine source. Not to feel those things from us. FAITH, LOVE, AND TRUST are a Divine Source job. When you remove your ego from the situation, and realize there is no lack of these in your life, you no longer need to go in search for them to feel whole. You are them, as they reside and exist within you on a divine level. Yours to have flow through you freely from Divine Source to you and another human that carries Divine Source within as we all do.
“You can be FAITH LOVE, and TRUST because you already are.”
You Won’t Believe this! This song is all me. This A song I wrote in 2009 I believe. I sing all levels of harmony as well as play the piano. It was an adventure recording this and one I shall never forget. A dream come true.