Have you been the one that shares your heart and soul with no restriction, just to have it seemingly shoved back in your face? Have you done everything possible and been kind, thoughtful, supportive, just to be thrown aside?
Some people aren’t at all used to receiving love. They can’t possibly receive it.. Perhaps because they don’t feel loveable or they don’t realize the beautiful souls that they are. I could be wrong but I recently met a person whom this pertains to. What a growth curve for me. Don’t get me wrong… I have actually realized, that I have had some atonement to make for my own karmic behavior and having someone not accept your love, or even open up about their love for you has been incredibly painful. Lessons learned. Very hard lessons. I responded in absolute anger… I think I hurt myself worse than anyone else which is usually the case when acting out is involved. Definitely not as I normally would have. That poor soul. My poor soul. Sighs.
Know that you are loveable whether you are used to hearing it or not. Know that, when love was shown… The reason discomfort or fear happened is because the love you were connecting with was from Divine Source itself. Know that this kind of love is how I view you and how Divine Source views you. I hope at some point you can open your heart chakra enough to let yourself accept this type of love. It truly is the best and purest type there is.
The Tower definitely fell today my friends but I have to tell you, I have zero regret for showing such incredible love to another. I have no regret for the anger that I showed either… The opposite of love is indifference. If someone is angry, please know that the amount of passion that goes along with that anger can only come from a very deep seeded love. Otherwise not one single **** Would have been given. Lol. Just Sayin. You continue to be my lighthouse of inspiration. Scotish people. Geeeez Louise!
The energies are building and have been incredibly intense. I and almost everyone I know is either sick, exhausted, stressed to the max or dealing with karmic crap. I set out on a path to embrace the new.
I moved to a different city. I met a man… A very special man. ❤ I have everything going for me just to find myself back in the old for 5 days. 😲 I was feeling depressed and scared. Emotional as all heck. Then I realized that just because the old has appeared, does not mean it can’t be made new. It takes forgiveness, Love, Strength and faith. Do you have it in yourself to make the old new? To realize that the changes you have experienced have made you different? To understand that knowing you are different, makes it new already? Once you have learned a new way of loving and a new way of being, you can’t unlearn it. Especially if it is source driven.
So going into an old situation out of love and compassion to help those you love in spite of their actions or behavior… Not needing the conditions to change is actually…. Unconditional love? I’m not talking about putting up with abuse or even negative energy. I’m talking about standing firm in your power and knowing that you can handle any situation because you are operating from Divine Source. That whatever comes up, the universe has your back. They sent me a “Lighthouse” DF *
It is incredibly empowering. Not feeling so knocked off my feet after all. Imagine that.
“This is Alchemy at its finest my friends”